Ten

[bryan]

FINAL SEVEN!

I like Billy, but it was him or me, so I'm glad Sassy was able to turn it around on him while I was away. I figured it would be a no-brainer, but I guess Kurtis was probably thinking about flipping on me. I'd actually like to flip on him this round with TJ, but it will probably be tricky to keep that info away from him.

It is so nice to have the black rock out of the game.

Sorry I took so long to vote today. I woke up shirtless in the yard of someone I do not know on a street where I don't know anyone. So this morning and afternoon I was focusing on getting my shit together. Don't do Irish car bombs.

[bryan]

I don't know why Sassy doesn't trust TJ. He has done everything he's been asked to do. She and Kurtis are controlling everything, and I would like to do different things but haven't had the numbers to change anything. I want Kurtis out of here. I don't know if TJ would be down. He said he wanted to change things, and I think the best way is booting Kurtis. He has huge influence and needs to go. Sassy might not be down for it because we had the Hotboiis alliance, but it's probably the only time I can do this - while Joe and Rich are here. But they're so gung-ho on getting me or Sassy out. I think Joe just voted for Rich though unless that was a self-vote. He may be down to vote Kurtis.

Kurtis can flip at any time and has Zavi in his pocket. Sassy said she made Kurtis "see the light" when she was saving me last round, so he was clearly already thinking about going after me. I want immunity so I can safely attempt this move.

[bryan]

I guess Kurtis wasn't voting for me last round, but he was voting for Rich. Then I would've been idoled. I just misunderstood what Sassy had said. But a plan is possible for Kurtis going! YAY. I love Kurtis, but he's so dangerous and could really flip on us at any second like he did to John. Sassy agrees about this, and she suggested we should work with Joe since he's kinda disliked and that could work to our advantage. I was already thinking about this but was unsure how close he is to Kurtis and didn't wanna mention it to him yet.

Also not sure how close Kurtis is to TJ or if it's a good idea to bring it up to him before the challenge is over. This vote is crucial, and voting out Rich will be a waste of it.

[bryan]

YAY! TJ also thinks it's a good idea to eliminate Kurtis! He said he does like him, as we all do, but does not feel as if Kurtis has his back, which he doesn't. Sooo now I need to recruit Joe or Rich - Joe being more likely as Rich is basically my nemesis -as the fourth because Zavi will not vote for Kurtis. It is tricky though. Joe can be sketchy as well. It's rough dealing with all these shady people at the same time.

I really want this to work. We need to strike him before he does it to us, and this will be a move that I orchestrated since Sassy and Kurtis have been controlling everything lately. I don't want to make it to the finals and not have anything to say there.


I feel kinda bad for Rich. I never meant to be a super dick to him or anything, but he just kept pissing me off. I think he has given up, which is very sad, and I hope he gets back into the game. He's a nice person, and I don't want him to feel hopeless.

[bryan]

Zavi can gtfo. Don't go telling Sassy that I told you anything - because I didn't. Sorry that you got two hits this entire challenge. Zavi, byeeeeee!

[bryan]

Well, this sucks. Sassy and TJ are the only two people who won't vote for me to leave, and Sassy is leaving this round. I just found out. TJ got on call with me and said he thinks it's better for him if Sassy stays, but Kurtis and Joe both decided they're voting for her, so he is too. I'm pretty mad about this because I'm probably gonna be gone next. This is not how the round was supposed to go. I should have gone to Joe first thing and asked if he'd be down to vote out Kurtis. So now I have to throw away my fucking vote to further piss off the one person I keep piling shit on.

Annoyed.

I don't really know what's gonna happen next round, but I will be able to do what I want and not have to worry about what anyone else is telling me. I just have to figure out the best way to make final five. I can't think about threats to win right now.