Seis

[bryan]

I'm glad Slayer's gone since I know he voted for me. Well, I think that was his vote since no other names were shown. He would never talk to me! He would say we needed to talk and then not ever respond, so he really did nothing to try and stay. And I know his vote for me was because the Blue dudes told him to do it since Joe asked Jacob if they were gonna vote out Slayer or actually go for a threat this time.

Sassy sent me a PM saying we really need to talk. I hope she's not mad that I bid on the idol. People were taking a bit to respond to me, I've only known them a couple days anyway, original Aguila has the most members, and I had the most pesos on the tribe. I felt a little paranoid, and then TQ added that Jacob was trying something sketchy and that John would tell me about it. But then John didn't say anything about it. So yeah, I was a little worried I needed that idol. At least I avoided a past vote for the future.

Fuck original La Arana.

[bryan]

OMG so Sassy just told me that Jacob told her the plan to get me out after it happened. So Jacob was on call with me, John, and Sassy the other night and was complaining about Joe when he was asking if Jacob was actually going for a threat, which is apparently me because I'm oh-so-social and well-liked. Who cares? I'm not winning anything, and I am on your side against Cody in the long run. Doesn't make sense. Get your head out of Joe's ass, please, Jacob.

Someone had given pesos to Slayer (which must have been John since he said he won that) to bid more than Sassy on the idol. I don't know how much he had bid, but I guess my paranoia got to me and I went over him. Thank God I did. Sassy was really happy I bid on the idol because Jacob told her Slayer's sole vote for me was supposed to get me out. Wellll, DIAF, Jacob! I'm coming for that ass.

I just told TJ I got the idol, but I haven't told Cody, which I guess I should since it's gonna get around to him anyway. But I know Cody is with Joe, so I don't wanna say anything to any of them about why I bid on it because anything I say will eventually get back to Joe.

That's why I'm gonna have a conversation with Sassy later saying that I bid on it because TQ and John took a while to respond to my Skype and that TQ had said something sketchy is going on, and because I found it weird that Slayer didn't bid on tribal immunity when he was facing imminent death... I mean, that's the truth. And the previous night on call when Jacob said Joe wanted to take out a threat, I figured it was me. So she can c/p this all to Jacob and be in the clear since he's now worried about who leaked it and told me to bid. I hope you're shaking, boy.

So I wanna win immunity so I don't have to attempt a blindside, but I will go for it if we lose. We're gonna try to make TQ look like the one who leaked it so that John and Jacob want to vote for him so that we can all vote for Jacob. Sassy is the person I trust most, and I know now I made an excellent decision getting her to buy that idol in TC4. She trusts me the most as well and now wants Jacob out because she sees he was basically gonna blindside her with that. He obviously cares more for Joe's game.

Sorry this was so long, but a lot happened just a few minutes ago that I had to vent.

[Host Sandy]

Oh the dram.
I'm bathing.

[bryan]

Wish I was visiting Chicago during this challenge. It'd be a piece of cake, and I wouldn't feel like such a nerd because I'd have people going out with me. Tomorrow I will try to get some more pictures and hopefully with a new haircut since that keeps getting derailed. But I've been drinking today and can't be driving around for this shit.

Sassy showed Jacob what I said and told me that he's super paranoid now, but I don't know if that's a good thing since he might buy an idol. :/ Whatever, I'll vote out John if I have to.

[bryan]

Alright, so Jacob talked to me about how he now wants to get out TQ with a blindside if we lose. My and Sassy's plan seems like it's working. I hope he's not lying to us. I told him we'd be a good trio, so maybe he believed that. Getting out TQ would be beneficial because he is close to Cody, BUT he's the one who told me something was sketchy about the last vote. I guess either one going would be the two best options, so I'll have to talk it over with Sassy, but I'm still hoping we win so it doesn't come down to this because I still don't feel at all secure here.

[bryan]

Fuck. You. Kurtis.

You have individual immunity at your next TC on a tribe full of threats, and your whole alliance is on this tribe. Idgi.

So now I have to trust Jacob who just tried to get me voted out or I could side with TQ and try to pull Sassy into that and vote out Jacob. I just don't wanna be the one out. Other than that I'm good with whatever. I need to make the merge by any means necessary. Jacob is just worried about TQ's pesos, which are a bit scary, but we don't know if he won anything last time. Even still, I don't think he'd use them all for the idol unless he knew for certain he was going.